Good morning friends. Today is a rare day. It’s currently 45 degrees outside. For being in Arizona that is COLD!
Today I just want to curl up in bed and stay there all day. With it being so cold (cold for me) it doesn’t help me want to get up and get going. But that’s exactly what I’m doing. Some friends invited me to go to the zoo with them today. While our bigger kids are at school we are taking our littles out to play. We might regret being outside but we are doing it anyway. And I’m glad, sort of. It’s pushing me up and out the door. Although I really really want to just go back to bed I made a commitment and I’m sticking with it.
I don’t know why I’ve been so bleh lately. It’s been going on for awhile now and I’m kind of sick of it. And I feel guilty. Mostly because of the affect it has on my family. Who wants to live with a lazy slob? Thankfully I have a very patient husband (who also makes me cakes for no reason) and very kind friends who check up on me. That means the world to me. I want you to know that you mean the world to me. I want to be that friend who checks in on you. So this is me checking in. How are you doing? How are you really doing? Please know that you are loved and that you matter.